what you see may not be what you get

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

i guess the best person who understands how i'm feeling now would be jolene ho. one moment i can be all hyped up and the next? my mood just feel so so fucked up. i serously dont think it's pms so what the heck is wrong with me. i hate myself sometimes, i feel like shutting myself up. like who will ever understand?