what you see may not be what you get

tues;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! thanks for all the wishes! it's my last year in the tens. oh no! met joey late afternoon and we went to village. it was so empty that we felt as if we were some VIP. we still prefer marche. went to do manicure because i totally can't tolerate the sight of my destroyed french manicure. i did water marbling and it's damn cool. a lot of work tho. pretty!

met faiz, jo, karen, xx, klein, zj, yq and gracina and we dined at sakae. the company was just so good and i really enjoyed myself. the laughters and teasings. THANKS FOR MAKING IT HAPPEN. they surprised me with a super huge half watermelon with candles lighted. i shall not elaborate further on the details. Met renshan and had a lil chat.

had a short chat we made our way home.

being 19 doesnt call for a great celebration, but just spending it with people close to my heart is more than enough and i am contented. i love you guys and i hope we'll remain like this in years to come.

wed;
dined at chicago's steakhouse with my mother and uncle. the food didnt taste as good as the last time i went. walked around after dinner and bumped in huiyu! she has a boyfriend who owns a vroom vroom motorbike! so cool man.

thurs;
kan chiong spider! i managed to log in at 1.59 and enrolled into the IS module i wanted and in the morning! event management! yay! i cant wait for school to start. beats me.

fri;
driving lesson at 130. not bad... my turning isnt so haywired anymore. i get scared when driving along so many cars!! horror! i was so scared that i'll crash onto some car or some car will crash onto mine because i was moving so slow and doing all those sudden 'actions'.







how do we go about solving the awkwardness?
where do we start?
trying to put myself in your point of view, but i just cant seem to understand.
talk to me.