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so here is a PROPER entry.

CNY
it was just average. i wouldnt say it's exciting or anything. i dont know why how come i'm not excited for CNY this year. i felt like it was just an ordinary family gathering and everything. like i wasnt looking forward to collecting the red packets, not looking forward to the visitors, not looking forward to anything! wanted to play mahjong but the adults were using all the mahjong sets already. three tables. so we played blackjack instead. i won like $10 bucks thanks to calvin! muahahaha! nic and i were evil. "DARDAR!!!!"

2nd day
visiting at popo's brother's house then uncle eng's house at night. gambled and lost. stayed till pretty late, like 1am. jessie is so cute!

3rd day.
marketing at cold storage for the food for steamboat. i like grocery shopping! thanks kellyn, johnathan (thou it's for a short while), linda, meilin, xiuxiang, klien, yanqi, gracina, karen, faiz, jeanna, march for coming! then we played blackjack and meilin was the top winner. broke the news, thanks to yanqi. it may came by surprise to some, it may have been suspicious to some, but whatever it is, dont worry cause it happened when i was like 4years old or something. therefore, no scar, no hurt done. YAY! glad to have it off my chest. it's been tough keeping it. wanna know more? ask me personally. really. =D

4th day,
kbox-ed. high towards the end. went to mama's house in the night. got to know some news. a leopard will never change its spots. you decide to follow the route, you're a disgrace and you are unworthy. i will NEVER want to see you and that's that.

DATE ME OUT!!
I WANT A JOB!!!