what you see may not be what you get

i remember months ago,
i was cursing and hoping some people would fail their Os or do so badly it'll bring them to nowhere.
it wasnt very nice of me but during such circumstances, who wouldnt?
i felt that they shouldnt deserve to do well.
looking bad, i feel so guilty and look down upon myself for even harbouring such evil thoughts.
what if it happens to me?
afterall, i have people who have screwed the O levels and felt so demoralized and the emotional torture was way beyond words, i was tryin so hard to bring him back to his feet again.
the past is the past.
we should look ahead and decide for ourselves what's worthy of us.
time slips by without us knowing and it's no point regretting when what has been done is done.
i wouldnt want another friend to face such torment and having to console her once again.

"do unto others what you want others to do unto you"

now, i just wish that everyone single one i know will do well whether or not we are on talking terms.
like they say, efforts will pay off.
i pretty much am sure that you know who you are.
whether you're reading this or not, it's a different thing.

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i had an awful weird dream.
what's worse was that i dreamt that weylen was a married GAY.
he even told me "i need to go look for my husband".
ohmygoodness!
it seemed so real.
i went to check out his friendster and his status was "in a relationship".
i very much hope it's a GI.R.L.
thank you.