what you see may not be what you get

what a countdown to christmas.
went to shop for presents in the aftnoon with faiz.
friggin rain.
tommy hilifiger(how do you spell it?) has nice tees.
but they price are damn nice too.
i dont think it's worth spending over $70 bucks on just tees.
ah well.

mount faber was dashed.
hitched a ride from gracina up only to regret not riding the cable and watching the show.
disappointment, fustration.
backing out the last minute aint very nice.
cheer up kel!
i hope new year's countdown will be a better one.
it's really not easy to organise and get people together.
sigh.

i hate projects.
i'm sucha disappointment, not even doing my part as a leader.
sorry seling! i'll mail you the research ASAP!

6 more days to the new year.
it's the time to reflect and ponder on new resolutions and make sure i accomplish them.
but i guess i'm the kind of person who takes things at its stride.
i should learn to look ahead, not just deal with whatever that comes my way.
have to really ask myself what is it i really want to achieve, to make the best out of my life.
i should stop hiding in my comfort zone and venture out there, expose myself more and open up.

some will say i'm loud and hyper,
some will say i'm shy and reserved,
who am i really?
what am i deep within?

for one thing i'm sure, i wanna get my driving license soon.