what you see may not be what you get

tutoral cancelled cuz teacher was sick.
-jumps in joy-
no school for me cuz we skipped lecture.

met buddy at vivo today.
i was DYING on the way.
was at the bus stop and the cramp was SO terrible, i felt nausea and uber weak and sweating for gawd knows why since it was raining so heavily.
i sat down not giving a damn even tho the 'chair' was frigging wet.
besides, the bus took forever to come.
got up the bus and closed my eyes to rest.
i dont bother what the ppl on board was thinking about me.

alighted and sat at the bus stop cuz i just couldnt start walking.
it was TERRBILE.
dragged myself to vivo.
was at the traffic light and i couldnt stand waiting.
it felt like i'm gonna faint anytime.

at that point in time, i hated vivo so much for being so enormous.
frantically lookin for a toilet.
thought after a shit my stomach will feel better but NO.
feel as crap as ever.

wanted to lunch at food republic but after the torturous walk,
it was closed to some renovation.
WTF!
so another torturous walk to foodcourt at B1.

porridge for lunch but couldnt finish.
PAIN WAS STUBBORN ENOUGH NOT TO GO.
bought menstrual pills,
sat at GV while buddy got a bottle of water for me.
rested a while and went to get the jacket i wanted from ip zone.

cant take it nemore so decided to cab home.
i've never had such BAD cramps before.
buddy said it might be more than just cramps.
thinking back, i didnt have dinner last night.
maybe.....
oh wad the heck, but the PAIN was torturous enough.

buddy: sorrie bout today. i'll make it up soon! love;

what can you do as a leader if ure members aint co-operative?
someone suggested having the meeting online,
so we did.
but only jiaqing and i were online.
seling is sick so i understand but where's the person who suggested it?!!!!
mf.
sms her also no reply.
aaron is another total slacker.
i may not be a good leader but the least ppl can do is to be cooperative enough.
damn fucked up.
assignment due on friday and no one is giving a damn about it.

another CIP pair assignment due this week.
SUUUUCCCCCCK!

mother's birthday tmr.
not prepared a present.
-sigh-