the chilly-ness,
i still couldnt fall asleep on a few nights.
had this thought of goin down for a run.
it'll feel sooooooo good to have the wind gushing towards you.
but it's so friggin DARK down there, i'm afraid i'll see something i'm not supposed to see.
anyone wanna date me for a night run?
(provided the weather's good)
i've been feeling really tired emotionally.
how you may ask.
is there even such a thing in the first place?
well, i dont know but i just felt that way.
been too tired dealing with the problems occuring to me and the people around me.
though it's none of my friggin business, but if it concerns the people i care for,
and if they confides in me, it naturally becomes my business.
no, i'm not sayin i'm sick and tired of hearing all ure problems.
i'm more than willing to be there for you,
but you know, i think i need to take a 'breathe'.
but i assure any one of you, if you need someone to confide in,
i'll definately be there.
please dont be taken aback by what i have just said.
: )))))))
why am i gettin all emotional nowadays?
if i were to tell some of you what i have been thinking and how i was feeling,
i tell you, majority of you ppl will be surprised.
maybe even the person involved in my thoughts will be.
i told karen and yes she was surprised.
why am i not surprised?
hmmmmm?
maybe i've been possessed.
maybe it's due to all that has happened.
maybe..
maybe..
i dont know why.
it could be my naive thinking, it could be one-sided.
i'm not dying for it to happen but if it were to happened,
i guess i'll heave(???) a sigh of relief.
a friend is better than a foe right?
but through it all,
i'm still wondering what hit me, what got into me for having all these thoughts.
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