what you see may not be what you get

i cant cont to try cheering ppl up
cuz i'm in a very fcuked up mood now.
i no longer know what i'm doing/did is wrong or right.
never felt so shit in a long time.
everything just dont seem right now.
what is wrong?
the feeling of guilt and lost is just too intense.
all within 24 hours.
i hate myself.
F.U.C.K