what you see may not be what you get

briefing was.. HECTIC.
i dont know how i'm gonna handle the trial on thurs.
with TWENTY students under me and their teacher.
and i have to try my very best to NOT get the teacher involved in the whole trial.
CHALLENGING.
was given notes and have to know practically everything about the nature reserve.
like the fishes, plants, organisms names.
and link it back to PRIMARY 6 science syllabus.
omg, it's like almost everything has been thrown back.
like.. food chain? adaptation?
and cuz yq couldnt come for the briefing, she wont be part of the trial too.
this give me another reason to TOPPLE.
i am really worried.

if only a simple word of 'sorry' could wipe off all the hurt within

i'm tired from all of the bickering and unhapiness with each other.

cuz i reckon it'll never come to an end

why is all the unhappiness arising now?

i wish for everyone close to me to be happy each and every day.

especially the two who's dear to me,

you know who you are,

hope time will heal all wounds and we'll remain what we used to be.

i still love YOU despite my harsh words just now and i apologise.

i know ure feeling bad enough and i'm making it worse for you.

but i was really pissed and shocked.

hope you understand and

hope you're feeling better now.

no matter what happens, i hope we'll stay together as one.