what you see may not be what you get

heehee.. added the wish list section..
anyone realised? yea.. you'll probably
tell me ' ah~ never see' that kinna crap..
but whatever.. I FINALLY UNDERSTAND
TRIGONOMETRY!! yes! i am slow.. but i
somehow dont understand mr vj's teachin
most of the time.. but when my tutor teach..
it was like.. so easy to grab it!

is he too fast for me? or is it because tuition
is one to one and she knows how to make me
understand while mr vj can't only cater to my
speed and way of learning but has to think of
the rest of the class too. but i have to admit that
he has been goin really quickly this week. not many
people could actually grasp the front part yet..
wouldn't it be worst if they kept pushin back the
'misunderstandings'? well..~ school..

life's pretty much screwed for me.. maybe NOT
that screwed as someone.. but it's still screwed!
friends.. studies.. teachers.. i dont know.. the one
whom i can put my full trust on would no longer
be around me.. she'll be leaving soon and it's
really hard for her to actually really understand what's
goin on without experiencing it herself.. so i gotta
look for another one whom i can FULLY put my trust on.
not that she would be out of my mind to share me probs
with but maybe i need another one. i dont know.. but overall..
i think she's the best of the best. she helped me thru in
lotsa ways and you should know who you are.. just wanna
say thankew to ppl who has been thru life with me no
matter how tough the journey may seem.. we've solved
problems together and soemtimes.. if you feel that a cetain
people is hiding something from you.. it not necessary be bad..
maybe it's just that keepin it from that person may be better.
i dont know.. i'll always tell myself to think positive and look
on the bright side of life.. not letting a little thing affect your
feelings, friendship and studies.. is it worth it afterall? life
aint for you to always be trying to be what you are.. it's
for you to look ahead and think what you're gonna be! you
can't always stay still.. you gotta move ahead!

saturday is the cca open house.. gonna play the concert
pieces and maybe pretend we're havin POLKA! agn.. hahaXx..
how lame can i be manz~ oh well.. gtg..