what you see may not be what you get

school's re-opening soon.. no homework
done. well~

went over to can's house last night for
x'mas party. quite crowded i would say..
met her church friends.. hardly tok.. cuz
shy.. hahaXx.. but i talked most to charlene..
had carolin.. so fun! hahaXx

today? spend the afternoon clearing my
cupboards. dumped lotsa unwanted stuufz..
and put my brand new bks in.. my books are
piling manz.. means a step closer to 'N' levels..
-sigh-

the year is coming to an end. time to reflect
back on the year. has it been a fruitful one?
well.. wasn't really serious in my work.. but
improved anyway.. quite bonded with sweeties
thru the chalet.. outings and picnic! it was really
fun! i dont know what my life would be like without
them.. they are stef, lyd, zj, lyn, xx, kc.. bunch
of babes manz!

next yr.. life would never be the same agn. but i
hope the year wouldn't be too bad as i think it
would be. my predicted myself to be 3Ls..
loner
loser
lamer.
the lamer wan was i added in.. kinna rhyme huh.
but anyway.. i'm prepared for the worst. i'm gonna
concentrate on my studies and closin bonds between
friends. am gonna discipline myself to try not to think
bout hangin out so often. sound likeam bein a nerd?
well.. not really.. just wanna do well..

for band.. a new year means new recruits. gotta start
the teachings all over again. i hope nx year's batch
wouldn't be a difficult one. with attitude problems and
all.. but i'm sure it'll be fun anyhow~

gonna start saving money! for presents.. albums.. and
stuffz.. can't wait for chinese new year! can wear new
clothes.. eat goodies.. and bond with cuzzins agn! too
bad hugh wouldnt be with us.. he'll be in aussie! aWwwW!

i somehow begin to cherish my friends more these days.
they seem to have become part of my life. felt like i shld
tell them my inner secrets but can't bring myself to. God!
help me!! i'm feelin kinna shit now.. aint life gettin any
better?! screw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!